Morning Battle.

I had an old alarm clock and 1 dummy hp with 4 different alarm time settings. I also set the aircond to shut off early so i wont feel too comfy to snuggle back into the bed in the morning.

6.00 am - phone alarm rings. snooze.
6.06 am - phone alarm rings again. snooze.
6.10 am - old clock alarm rings. off.
6.14 am - phone alarm rings again. snooze.
6.16 am - phone alarm rings again. snooze.
6.20 am - husband's phone alarm rings. 
6.23 am - phone alarm rings again. off.
6.27 am - phone alarm rings again. off.
6.30 am - husband's phone alarm rings again.
6.35 am - phone alarm rings again. off.
....
6.50 am - awake suddenly. rush out from bed.shower.
7.05 am - out of shower after dreaming/thinking too much.
7.15 am - dressed up. make up 3 mins.
7.20 am - starts car engine.
7.22 am - speed off from home.curse the slow line. sober face & cant even sing fav song in the car.
7.40 am - stop to get kuih muih at nearby stall.
7.45 am - arrive office. and LATE.
.....................

(I work 7.30 am - 4.30 pm)

job that i hate and love in the same time.

Its amazing how this new job can be both motivating and also be very 'THE' demotivated.

Why I Love my Job :
-Its about unleashing the inner creativity out- in many form and tools. presentation, designs, printed materials, brochures, newsletter, marketing campaign etc.
-Its about working when you need to 'work'. and you dont do it everyday - short to say more relaxing time, and i got all the time i needed to do some research and looking for samples, demos etc for next project.
-Independent - I am not bound or tied to any team members - and im used to do things in my own way and my own pace.
-No kerfuffle with customers/clients - I'm not attending to customer's inquiry and quotation anymore (although the fact i still do at this transition moment).
-i got a new reporting manager, someone which is much older and base in Singapore. which also means im not being monitored daily and best of all, im not under the CSS - the 'cranky stingy supervisor' anymore.
-I am required to travel frequently to meet up with some project requirement. I love travel, i do but...

So, what makes me HATE my job in the same time?
-frankly, im one of these common people who is always motivated by MONEY beside passion itself. who am i kiddin? i need money. i do. i really do. dont you? sadly as i move on to the new job, i was not offered any remuneration YET.  T__T
-yeah who doesnt love travelling? but travel does suck when the company do not practice giving any "TRAVEL ALLOWANCE".
-and im entering the level of people where everyone seems to have hidden agenda. These people are smart in presenting themselves, and always say something that's them look good, but when in fact, they are the one who least doing the job and busy fanning the boss arses!
-deadline trouble- often being instructed to this and that last minute - "when the bos want it today, you gotta give it today ". huh. and OT is not being paid ok. geddit?
-stressful. the part of doing the marcom thing alone and everyone putting it onto my shoulder is proven stressful when my normally-on-time-pms went haywire last month. i thought im 'sperminated' but im not. the stress could do harm to the body u know?

anyhooo, One valuable lesson i learned, is to be careful for what you wished for! I had wished to travel often and doesnt object to any business trip but lately i found myself looking for excuses not go certain place for too long. I could say the reasons are #1. Im not motivated. becos my pay not worth me to travel here n there.#2. I miss my leisure time at home. relax. being lazy. sleep. less stress. #3. I dont like travel alone without my husband around. it gets lonely to explore the city duh. plus i dont feel safe being alone. T_T

And im so not looking forward to my 1st trip to Singapore.  No money No Honey = No Fun.

Attend an interview today.

They called my previous company to check my disciplinary record, and they even gave me a trial/test to do some tasks. I passed well without problems.

So they offered the job BUT.........................

-The office is quite secluded and messy and very very small workspace.
-The car park is not paid by the company, so i have to use coupons worth RM 0.46 sen every half hour (imagine 8 hours of parking coupons per day?)
-6 working days a week (with Saturday 8am-2pm, Weekdays 8am-5pm),
-Using Chinese Chamber as their calender (means you dont get alot of public holiday, except for CNY)
-Annual leave of 8 DAYS only. @_@
-and..worst of all, Salary not even reach 1K.

This is the 2nd job offer but No, thanks. i decided to decline :)

Work kills my weekend

Staying up late till 3.30am.

Damn.

Wasting my precious Sunday to finish the whole stup*d tender.

Monday Blues Symptom.

Just experessing my Monday Blues.
T___________T

Wish i could get MC today...

Office Diary: My Desk

What a messy desk *blush*
T___________T

Office Diary: Why Coffee is a MUST

This is for REAL in my office.

I start my blue monday without COFFEE.
Can someone please restock it???

On My Way

WARNING: Do not attempt to do this when you're driving.

I just tempted to make my life shorter by taking pics when im driving.
Im not nuts.
But i rather said Im BORED.

Pics taken at Miri By Pass, Saturday Morning. on the way to work, around 8.45 am
(yea, i was late so wad? =_=)
And, no matter how much i despise working on Saturday, i love the traffic-free road on every Saturday Morning.


btw, IT WAS A LABOR DAY YESTERDAY.
I still cant find a damn good reason why i should come to work today!

Note: My speed during the pics taken approx 60km/j.
;)

Office Diary: Meeting again.

No, i dont get it either.
Meetings at 8.15am on every Monday, Wednesday and Friday.

:[

Bos, i vote ' Say No to Meetings'
My workload are not even decreasing.
T_____T

Damn. on my way to meeting now.

Pic explains everything.

;D

Office Diary: Freetime

Im killing time in the office by doing dis to my plant.
lol.
:)
but now the work are pouring in. help! @_@

Office Diary: Happy 6 months being employed!

owh.. i just realized i've been employed for 6 months.
(since 14th October 2008)

basically i can say I'm comfortable working here :)

minus the difficulty to wake up early in the morning,
hard to find parking space,
traffic jam during lunch hours
and once a while orverflow workload.

Office Diary: You see this almost in every office.

I fall asleep in the office due to ........... (fill in the blanks)

Office Diary: My Plants

I'm petting this plant since the first month i work at Sutra Eng.
From 1-2 leaves and now it grows healthy and so many baby leaves comes out. :)
A little green brings more oxygen :)

Office Diary: Sales Engineer?

Job seekers,

Got vacancies as a Sales Engineer in my work place. Fresh Graduates is encouraged to apply. Just try it out. Send me your resume and i’ll talk to our HR on your behalf.

Office Diary: Why i hate working on Saturday.

I hate:

1. Waste another cold raining day for not sleeping.

2. Driving in the wet road.

3. Cramp on my leg everytime the weather turns cold.

4. Drag myself sleepily to the office.

5. Deciding what to wear for the next 4 hours in the office. I wish i could use my pyjama.

6. Smells Good and do some touch up-i hope i can just come with my puffy face and stinky pillows to the office.

7. Hearing my babies cries every morning asking for attention and foods and i had to tell them ‘Sorry, cant feed you now-gotto go to office…”

8. And i cant avoid having a 5 mins nap just before i left home…which makes me arrives late at office..hahah…

Office Diary: Going 2 Bintulu!

I went to Bintulu MLNG on 14th October with my collegue, Husfa.
I’ve learn to drive manual hilux from her..
ME DRIVING MANUAL??? hahah…luckily ok la…
slow slow between 80-100km/h only..but
Thanks God we didnt met any accident although we almost DID!! f
uhhh…heres some pics i managed to snapped.

Entering Bintulu

MLNG Site, Bintulu. I’m attracted to those fire burning stuff.

What do they called that thing?

BCOT. Beside MLNG.

Owh, my first time going Bintulu with a colleague. First time go to Bcot also!
Oh btw, im sending in my tender >_<>

My Silhouette

There’s a self-accident involving car trailer.

Hey, thats not advisable to carry extra passengers!!

The best part:
Escape a day from the office and in the same time
got traveling allowance :)

Home-Work-Home Route

On my way Home from work. Normal route:: From Krokop-Bypass-Riam. Got stuck in jam so i took some pics to kill my time.

[[-Krokop Junction(i think so)-]]

[[-where did i get this ho?-]]

[[-Accident at Bypass/Roundabout traffic light-]]

[-End of Bypass-long que-]]

Its True, God is Good.

I’m.happily.announcin’.that.i’m.not.a.grape.tycoon.or.’pengangur’.anymore.(for.now).hehehe.

Just sharing good news that im employed into a local oil n gas company somewhr near krokop here as sales support engineer and thanks to God for answering my prayer. for those who are still searching for job, never give up and dont forget to pray!!

Matthew 7:7 Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you:8 For every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened.